That nagging in my brain kept me busy all evening. It isn’t enough to keep me up at night, but it consumed my waking hours.
I realized it wasn’t one thing, but some related items that I needed to wrap up and put behind me. Now that I have identified the problem(s), I can start working on a solution for each part.
The first part is the easiest: an apology owed. I can take care of that one easily. That will definitely help with the “itching” in my brain.
The next part – well, I think the reception of my apology will have to determine what comes next. In the meantime, I will not overthink it. Just like my family weekends, I will have to decide to fly by the seat of my pants on this – and have no expectations.